| Date: | 2004-08-29 21:34 |
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SO i haven't written in awhile so i thought i'd update this journal of mine. Chase and i broke up for two weeks. Let me tell you that was the worse two weeks i ever experienced. I missed him so much and i was miserable with out him. We're back together now. Now from now on, like i said before. i don't know why i don't listen to myself, but everything that deals with chase i will keep to myself. but ya, last time, i'm just happy that we're together.
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| Date: | 2004-07-27 01:49 |
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i need to vent. SO i haven't written in a long time, has it been five months already.
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I model for the Rude Girls
I cut my hair
oh its pretty obvious chase and i are together, but he still confuses me. We got into a huge argument just a couple of days ago, and it made everything different between us. I feel really diff. now. I'm confused now. I don't know what this guy wants. When i'm around him now, it seems like he doesn't want me there or he doesn't care for me anymore. I dunno. Well, i can't sleep cause i keep thinkin about him. I need to stop this thinkin crap because i'm not about to get attached. I'm gonna force myself not to get attached. cause if this guy breaks my heart, then my mistake was giving him my heart.
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| Date: | 2004-04-27 00:00 |
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random pics of the prom more to come....
    
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| Date: | 2004-04-24 22:56 |
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So last night Tyrie and I went to Buddies. I wanted to see Chase, but Chase didn't get there until later.
Nate and Nani joined us, then Martin. All of a sudden a bunch of guys came and joined us. Troy, gogo, tc shot next to us, etc... . I really wanted to talk to chase, but he was working. I thought he was mad at me cause i was talkin to the guys. but yea, we left pretty early.
Dude had to sort fuckin cans in the morning for that senior challenge. I swear we better win, i didn't touch garbage for nothing.
Oh and i'm not leaving off island anymore.
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| Date: | 2004-04-19 00:34 |
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Dude prom night was hella tyte! Wrexxshop wrexxshop! I'll post pictures up as soon as i upload them. It was awesome. Chase called me during prom. I was kind of bummed that i wasn't gonna get to spend time with him cause he said he was gonna go somewhere.
After prom we headed to the hotel, and tyrie and i got ready. Went to check jakes room, then went back to the hotel. We checked out buddies, but it wasn't packed so we left. Went to McDies and bought food to chow back at the hotel.
Chase called and he was at his friends house. He came over with his friend glenn, and we all just kicked it for awhile. Went to airport to check out Jesse's room. Tyrie and James left. Chase and i stayed at the hotel until 5::30. Went back to alupang cause tyrie wasn't feeling good.
i didn't sleep until 8 something after chase left. Woke up at about 11. And we went swimmin at PIC. Dude i'm black. Ate at this restaurant and after headed home.
Its 12 now and i didn't do my project. shit. I have school tomorrow. I hate school. I'm having doubts about leaving now. I dunno what i should do.
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| Date: | 2004-04-16 02:38 |
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Its two in the morning and i just got home. After work I headed home and called Chase cause he called my cell. He was off tonight so he picked me up at 11 something and we kicked it at his house. His cousin and her friends came over and we headed to Taco Bell to meet up with this guy. Then we headed to Side Pockets. Pretty much after they took me home cause i need to do my project. i know, i'm a dork, but ya.
Well, pretty much it for the night, but ya... Chase is sweet. I hate the fact that I meet this great guy and i'm going to have to leave him soon. I mentioned to him my doubts about leaving, and i guess he thought i said i wasn't going to leave, but i am and i have to.
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| Date: | 2004-04-14 21:21 |
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I got a tattoo, ha naw its fake, but i really want one now. I know i might regret it later, but crap i super want one.
 
I finally got a dress. I hope i'm the only one with this color dress. I know everyone else is wearing something with color. The guy at Pauls said that this color is diff from all the dresses that people buy. So Cross my fingers.
I woke up super damn early for a non school day to deliver damn food plates. First of which wasn't even good. I also had to go file taxes. Let me just say the people there are so inconsiderate. I was simply looking through on which folder to give to her and this lady had the nerve to say get these folders out of my way. She pissed me off so bad, i called my mom. Moms are good when u need them to straighten people out. I picked up my mom and we went back down, then and there i gave that lady my attitude, but my mom was being nice! Anyway, It was my first time to file you should've had some patience biatch.
Oh and Chase called me last night and today we spoke. I'll pretty much shut my mouth about chase unless smething happens cause I don't wanna jinx myself cause i like the fella.
Well, heres some pictures that was taken like a month ago. I was too lazy to put them up.
    
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| Date: | 2004-04-14 00:01 |
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GUYS MOST IRRITABLE CREATURES KNOWN TO ME!
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| Date: | 2004-04-13 00:44 |
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I've been irritated much lately. Now i remember why i didn't want to get involved or start liking someone again. Its the same deal with chase. I still can't figure him out. When I talk to him on the phone it sounds like hes mad. Im wondering if he found out about the prom and is wonderin why i haven't mentioned it to him.
Well, last night gerard called and asked if i wanted to watch a movie, i had nothing to do, wanted to get chase off my mind, so i said sure. He said we could watch dawn of the dead cause he knew how much i wanted to watch it. Was sweet of him since he watched it already. We met up at gpo cause he didn't know where i stayed, and it took us like ten min to figure out what we were gonna watch cause dawn of the dead had already started. Well, we did what any ordinary people would do to choose. We did ini mini mai ni mo. It landed on A whole ten yards. I couldn't have chosen a better movie cause that movie was super funny. Dumb movie, but was hilarious.
We ate at kings after. Saw robinson there and he joined us. I had fun.
Well, its 12 in the morning. I have school in a couple of hours. I haven't done any of my homework. I haven't even opened any of my books. I haven't gone through any of my papers. I slack off to much. I HATE SCHOOL!
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I'm in total confusion. I have no freakin clue of anything anymore.
Friday, tyrie and i decided to check this party out, but i guess it ended early cause when we got there, we didn't see much people. So we headed up to buddies cause it was the nearest place to shoot pool, and plus i wanted to see chase.
We shot pool with pearl, who also works there, and I challenged chase. Don't mean to brag, but i won. haha... yeah cause he scratched and i still had so much balls left. Well, he got off work early and had to leave to check his cousin, but before he left, he told me to make sure that I called his cell to tell him wherever i'm going and he's gonna meet up.
So when he left pearl was talkin to me about him, tellin me i should give it a try with chase cause chase told her about me. yatatatata.... Told her i want to, but he's confusin me.
Tyrie and i went to julians afterwards, met some more people. This guy derrick asked me for my number, i used the excuse, i'm leaving off island. Didn't really pay attention to him cause all i could think about was chase. I dunno, i called him like how many times and there was no answer. So i dunno..
Spoke to him this evening when i was at work, i dunno anymore. Who gives, I can tell he doesn't. SO whatever then. Wasn't feelin quite happy after i spoke to him. Then Nani walks in with nate. Sheesh cause i looked so weird. Nani wanted me to go with her to COUNTRY NIGHT. HO shit cause i never been to country night, and i could careless about country.
But i agreed cause i didn't want her going there by herself. After work, met up with her and nate at Pacific Gril and we went to my house so i could change. Dropped nate home and went to hard rock then to country night. Country dancin looks freakin crazy. Looks like ur gonna get elbowed or some shit. I never seen so much haoles in my life. I felt like i was in the states or something. Dude and this guy was spinnin this girl so hard it was funny.
Well, i'm home. Happy Easter, its two in the morning. HOpefully i have a better day today. My days seem to get worse and worse.
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| Date: | 2004-04-08 23:06 |
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Guys are so confusing. I really don't know what chase wants. Well, he called my house and he called my cell, but i didn't answer. I was still mad at him.
Called him when i got home. I asked him again if he was mad, and he said i asked him that already. Then he asked me why i didn't answer my phone. I kept quiet. Told him i didn't hear my phone ring, which was a lie cause i did. We got to talking, i was really mad at him, and i could tell in the beginning of our conversation that he was feelin the same way i was. Then we started to cool off when we continued to talk. Then he said he was gonna call me back. I know i'm not gonna get to talk to him tonight cause he's going out with his brother. Dude, this guy is confusin me. I don't know if he likes me.
Anyways, i'm hungry. I really want to order from Fuji, but thats super far to pick up my food. I'll probably make me something to eat.
I'mma eat then sleep. No use on waiting for his call cause i know he's not gonna call.
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| Date: | 2004-04-08 01:04 |
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People here are so fuckin stupid. Ugh ...
So i'm not having a good week. Chase is mad at me. I called him today, and he sounded mad. He said he'll call me back, but he never did. Then tonight some chick calls me and accuses me of telling on tammy, whoah. what the fuck. If i told on tammy i would've done it a long time ago. Well, i could really careless about tammy. She isn't an important person in my life, so its not botherin me.
I'm catching a cold again cause its been raining and my coworker is sick. So my week is a total blah. So i'm not gonna call chase unless he calls me. If he doesn't call then i guess we're not talkin anymore. Ugh, i really hope he calls. I wanna see him again. UGH GOSH.
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| Date: | 2004-04-06 23:27 |
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I'm bored. So yeah. I didn't get to talk to chase :( but i talked to gerard, so he cheered me up. but yeah, got this survey from jackie's xanga.
I AM: Joanne Vanessa V. Pablo
I WANT: to talk to chase
I HAVE: a cold
I WISH: I met chase earlier
I HATE: two face people, rude people, low customer service, liars, players
I FEAR: growing up with out my family
I HEAR: rain and the electric fan and typing noise
I SEARCH: for my one and only, which is super hard to find.
I WONDER: if chase likes me, or if i like him. I wonder about my future and what it'll be like.. who will I keep in touch with, how many kids I'll have, etc. alot of other stuffs..
I REGRET: going out with ryan mendiola
I LOVE: my family and my friends
I ALWAYS: procrastinate, day dream, lay down and think,
I AM NOT: a bad person
I SING: everywhere i go
I CRY: when I'm sad, pissed, extremely happy,
I WRITE: my thoughts and put them into songs
I WON: a toaster oven when i was 5th grade, i won a drawer for my performance, exerciser, and a gift certificate
I LOST: nothing right now
I CONFUSE: guys
I NEED: my family
I SHOULD: be less picky and give guys chances
> YES or NO:
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> x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes
> x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: no not really
> x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH
> ANYONE: a lot
> x.YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: no its hard to believe if u haven't been in love. i haven't, so no.
> THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: a lot.. I myself am weird too
> THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: a lot of my friends are loud
> THE SEXIEST PERSONS YOU KNOW: i think guys who can SING and play the guitar are sexy.
> CuTEST PERSON YOU KNOW: I think chase is cute
>CLOSEST FRIENDS: tyrie don rivera, derrick san nicolas, kishya pangelinan, samantha babac, alexis borja, frederick benton, etc.
> THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU:
no one knows more about me than myself
> THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH:
lately i've been thinkin about chase
> DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH: i dunno, i think i do.
> WANT TO GET MARRIED: yeah i guess
> GET MOTION SICKNESS: yes if the boat is really rocky, and if i read in the car
> THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: no not right now, but i will be. I will not eat fast foods and not a lot of meat.
> GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: yes
> LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: sorta i like the rain, i feel most comforting when i'm layin down and its raining.
> CURRENT HAIR COLOR: black and brown
> EYE COLOR: brown
> BIRTHPLACE: Taif, saudi arabia
> FAVORITES:
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> NUMBER: 16
> COLOR: any color
> DAY: Saturdays
> MONTH: december
> SONG: punk rock, r&b, pop rock, emo songs
> FOOD: anything as long as it is good/
> SPORT: soccer, volleyball, softball
> DRINK: nestea
> IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
> CRIED? no
> HELPED SOMEONE? no
> BOUGHT SOMETHING? nope
> GOTTEN SICK? yes
> GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
> GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
> SAID "I LOVE YOU"? no
> WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
> talked TO AN EX?: no
> WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yes
> HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: no
> MISSED SOMEONE?: yeah i kind of miss chase. i really want to talk to him.
> HUGGED SOMEONE?: no
> FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: no
> FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: no
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Which one matters da most:
-Personality or Looks?
The first thing that attracts me to a guy is their looks, but if their personality isn't quite as appealing as their looks, then cancel on the fella. Looks first. Then personality.
-Brains or Brawns?
I can't go out with someone who doesn't have brains.
-Love or Infatuation?
I hate infatuation. I wanna fall in love.
-Sweet or Sour?
Sweets
-Giving or Receiving?
I should do both.
-Owning a house or Owning a FANCY CAR?
Owning a house. Who cares about the ride, are u gonna sleep in the car? no.
-Practical or to be "in style"?
My whole life I've wanted "in" but now i really could careless if i was "in" or if i was just "practical"
-Conservative or Hoochiefied?
I'm a very conservative girl. I don't wear things that fully show off my body, if so then i wear something over.
-Church or Clubs?
I go to church, i could careless about the clubs.
-Family or friends?
I cherish both.
-Person who loves u or person u love?
I want to love. I just haven't found who to love yet.
-Paris or Hawaii?
Hawaii, i need to go to a place where i would be able to understand people talk. I don't dig the guys with accents.
-Rich or poor?
I'm going to super rich. I'm striving to be famous.
-Men rules or Women rules?
Women dominate the world.
-Bikini or G-string?
Bikini
-Victoria's Secret or Hanes?
Victoria's secret
-Sexy but ugly or beautiful but not sexy?
Beautiful, but not sexy. Someone sexy can't be beautiful. Someone beautiful can become sexy.
-Six pack or chubby?
I need my six pack
-Tall or short?
Tall, but not too tall. Someone just the right size.
-Hugs or kisses?
I like both, but i love to cuddle. so hugs. I love hugs. Hugs not tight though.
Last Cigarette: I don't smoke
Last Kiss: kc, i regret that
Last Cry: i cried thinkin about leaving my family
Last Library Book Checked Out: I bought a book.
Last Movie Seen In a Theatre: I watched Hell boy.
Last Book Read: The book i bought, but i forgot the title. it deals with relationships.
Last Cuss Word Uttered: i try to not cuss anymore.
Last Beverage Drank: Sprite
Last Food Consumed: Sinigang
Last Phone Call: Gerard Aflague
Last TV Show Watched: Who's line is it anyway, i love that
Last Time Showered: this morning
Last Shoes Worn: my flower slippers
Last CD Played: me singing
Last Item Bought: paintbrushes
Last Soda Drank: sprite
Last Thing Written: sprite
Last Key Used: e
Last Words Spoken: hey i'm on the internet
Last Sleep: 9:00
Last Ice Cream Eaten: halo halo, my mom likes that. i like rocky road
Last Time Wanting to Die: long time ago
Last Lipstick: i don't use makeup
Last Time Dancing: yesterday
Last Show Attended: none
Last Big Car Ride: Today, wasn't big, just me nek, and jackie, if ur talkin big then, derrick, tyrie, etc in his van on the way to fuji.
Last Crush: I think i like someone but i really don't. so no one.
Last Annoyance: john for calling me, fella won't stop.
Last Disappointment: feelin bad cause i wanted to talk to chase, but didn't.
Last Time Scolded: long time ago
Last Shirt Worn: i'm wearing my night gown
Last person to do this survey: Jackie ladrido
Last Web Site Visited: livejournal
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| Date: | 2004-04-06 20:22 |
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Ok, so i just called chase. His grandma said to call back cause she doesn't know where he went .:( I dunno if hes mad at me for not going. Should he be mad? Or should i be mad at him? But i really want to talk to him right now. I doubt i'm gonna talk to him tonight cause he has work. BUt i dunno... do i like him?
Anyway, i still don't know who i want to go to the prom with. TO top that all off i don't have a dress.
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| Date: | 2004-04-05 23:28 |
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So i called john and told him that i couldn't go. And fool was acting weird cause he knew someone was on the line. What a loser acting like he was cool or something. Well, anyways, went to paint a damn bus stop today. Watch in two days or so, that bus stop will have writings everywhere, damn u people who have no paper.
When i got to work, the phone rang, and it was chase. It was weird cause i didn't give him my work number. He called gpo for the number. haha... *how adorable* After canceling with john today, chase and i made plans. So i was totally set on watching dawn of the dead... Dude....
I went home after work, then I called chase. So we made plans to go meet up at gpo. So i hurried up my ass and drove all the way back to gpo. Then i waited for him. Fella took forever. I was about to leave already. Thank god i have a cell phone, so i was talkin to gerard until he came.
Went to the movie section, the booth was closed. So he asked if i wanted to go to his friends house to kick back. I really didn't wanna go, cause i don't know his friends, but i agreed. We got in our cars and i was talkin to gerard on the way up to his friends house. For some reason he stopped at the gas station. SO i hung up with gerard and parked. He asked me if i could use my id to buy beer. Dude i was already ready to end the night. First i drive from gpo to my house, then back to gpo, waited my ass off, then had to cancel on the movie that i really wanted to watch, then i need to use my id to buy beer. I dunno... so i used my id for the beer, and told him i was gonna go home. he thought i was joking, but dude.. i was totally serious.
So i'm home. I'm not mad, i'm just i dunno what i'm feelin. I'm not sad, i'm not mad. I dunno....
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| Date: | 2004-04-04 23:37 |
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I don't understand how hard it is for guys to see that you don't want a boyfriend. Its weird that how i want a boyfriend, and i get irritated by the guys who keep tryin to go out with me. This guy man, met him my sophomore year, won't leave me alone. I was talkin to him then i went out with his friend, and still he wants to be more than friends.
He wants to take me out tomorrow. I always say no when he asks me to go somewhere, cause i really don't wanna go. I thought i made it clear to him that i didn't want anything more, but dude's freakin me out here. He keeps trying. LEAVE ME ALONE!
Anyway, I spoke to Chase. He's super nice. The thing is, he doesn't really fill my expectations in what i look for in a guy, except his personality and his looks, other than that its all opposite. He doesn't plan on going to college right now. I need a guy who has big goals for himself. He has a car, but its broken, he has no break lights?? I dunno... I'm just going with the flow. what ever happens happens. Gerard said i sound like i'm lookin to get married! Maybe i am too picky. This guy seems really cool, and he's really good to talk to, so i dunno....
Watched Hell boy on friday, it was cool. i wanna watch dawn of the dead. I super wanna watch that. Heard its freaky. HOpefully this week i get to watch it.
Its spring break, and it feels like i'm still in school. We keep having to go back and forth to freakin paint a school bus? Then paint the school?! Then have a meeting? What the?!
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| Date: | 2004-03-29 19:46 |
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So I spoke to Chase yesterday night. It wasn't long cause he had to work, but i was pretty happy that i got to talk to him. He sounds good on the phone. Well, its another day, and another day of anticipation. I wonder if he's gonna call like he said he would. Dude, he takes forever to call. I hope he does though.
My dad just gave me a shot on my arm. I rather have my parents give me my shots because it doesn't hurt. Well, i'm gonna get offline so i can wait for his call. Man i hope i don't get into Chase cause i'm leaving and i don't wanna have to care for someone and leave them.
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| Date: | 2004-03-28 18:04 |
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Whoo, just before i begin, for some reason i always get confused about guys. I think i like them, but i really don't. Oh and just to clear the whole, NO I DON'T LIKE NATE!
PEOPLE STOP BOTHERIN ME ABOUT NATE.
So on Friday, we went out as usual. There was no drama this Friday. THe funniest thing happened!! We were at Flamingos and we were waiting for our food to come. THe lady brought us soup and I dunno what happened but all of a sudden james accidentily spills soup on derrick's crotch! That shit was hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After we headed over to buddies. Saw this guy, and boy was he handsome. He looked really familiar to me for some reason. Well, later in the night, finally talked. HIs name is Chase D., he graduated from southern. Anyway, I told tyrie that i thought he was super handsome. She wanted to get his number for me, but i was shy, so i told her no.
When i was shootin pool with harvey, she was talked to him.
Tyrie: MY friend thinks you're cute.
Chase:Which one.
Tyrie (pointing to me):her
Chase: No shit for reals
Tyrie: Yeah, want me to hook u two up
Chase:Hell ya
Then she gives him my number and gives his number as well. I hope he calls. He probably forgot my name already!! I hate anticipation!
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I haven't written in a long time, so here's an update.
We all made a deal, every friday we'll go out.
Past fridays were cool. Last friday, we all went out for tyrie's birthday. I finally met the guy my teacher's trying to hook me up with. I didn't really pay attention to him that night. BUt Since that night, i started to see him everyday at school. Weird.... He's getting cuter and cuter every time i see him, and I think i'm beginning to like him. I didn't tell anyone what i thought about him. No one knew about this, but for some reason people were telling him so much stuff, which i myself did not tell them.
He's hott? <--- I did not say.
I really really really want to go to the prom with him? <------- I did not say.
I want to go to the prom with hiM? <--- I did not say.
I Like him <---- I did not say.
anway, last night was so crazy. I never felt so helpless in my life, and its crazy cause there were a lot of people tryin to help me.
Last night we ate at cappriciosa. WE were going to julians after to meet up with the rest. Before heading to julians, we stopped by 7-11 to get tyrie a phone card. Then on the road to julians, derrick talks about wanting to smoke. I, being haven't smoked in two years, agreed to try it out. Tyrie, in the other hand, was gonna do it at 12. So, Derrick and I smoked.
Let me just say i only smoked once before. THis was my second time. Dude, that shit was crazy. I never felt like this before. I think i over smoked myself or something because right after 20 seconds, I needed water. They went to get me water. I tried to tell them that i wasn't feeling good, but when i said that, a laugh came out with it. I was telling them, i may sound like i'm jokin, but i'm serious, then a laugh again. I was getting frustrated at myself because i felt so weak.
when we got to julians, i felt like i was peeing in my pants or something. I told tyrie i wanted to go home, and i walked out of julians toward the truck. I was looking for the truck, but i couldn't find it. I seriously felt like i was peeing in my pants, but i wasn't. I told them i couldn't breathe, and i couldn't feel my body. I felt like i was dying. I was already telling them to tell my family i loved them, and i told them i loved them. I started to cry. I was thinkin oh god, all my hard work, down the drain. All i could think about was my family how they wouldn't see me alive anymore. ALl i kept tellin them was i want to go home. I want to see my mom.
I seriously did not feel good. I felt like no air was going in my lungs. Something was blockin my lungs. All i could feel was my brain, and how heavy it was that i was gonna fall. We got in the truck, and on the road to derricks house, they told me to breathe in and out carefully. I did that, then all of a sudden, i needed to throw up. Oh fuck, being i couldn't feel my arms, i tried to roll down the window as fast as i could. I thought i did, but i didn't.so... i threw up in his new truck. We went to derricks house to get me changed and clean the truck, but derricks sis was sleeping in his room so we went to tyrie's house to get me new clothes to wear. then being ok, i went home.
I so love my friends, i'm so glad that they were there for me. Even if i didn't sound serious, they were there to fill my request. I love them so much!! Oh my god, i never felt so weak in my life. I felt my whole life pass by in an instant. I never ever want to feel like that again. Remind me never ever do that again.
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| Date: | 2004-03-09 13:57 |
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guys are scum. what the fuck! OK, i kissed this guy on friday, and i kissed his bro the next day, may i add, his bro and i are friends. I didn't plan for any of that to happen, it just did. Yes, i felt bad because i started to have feelings for my friend. Today i heard that my friend had said something, which really disturbed me. i dunno when he said that, i guess a while back, but still, after i heard that i am so glad for kissing his brother the night before. Not only did i hear that he said something, he also did so many things as well! To top all of that off, he did it with my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate guys like that!!!!!!!!!!! gosh! And to think, i was beginning to like him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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